hum... i'm not going to go into details but work sucked to day... and really made me feel sooooo horrible to the point that in the middle of the day i called a co worker and cried...CRIED... i'm sick of feeling down about myself every day...but for some reason i can't change my lack of inhibition... i just am not happy with myself, and my life when it comes to work and school. I need a change...though i feel God wants me where i am..everything i try I can't excape where i am.
I was so out of it by this evening (number one i hadn't eaten lunch b/c i was so upset) i couldn't think straight. I just was.. "off"
but it turned out that b/c i broke down when i walked in the door Ryan took the time to listen to why i was so upset. it was really nice... he was away from the computer and he actually wanted to make my day better... though it didn't last long it really feels good to know that he does care about me, even if it's small things i have to show him how much it means to me. I just feel distant from him sometimes and it sucks.
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